where?

i miss the way you used to hold me whenever you could.
i miss your hand on my knee.
i miss the days where it wasn't always me reaching out to hold your hand when we walk.
i miss the passion.
i miss when you were affectionate at every opportunity.
i miss your kisses.
i miss the boy who made me laugh almost all the time.
i miss when you'd let me tickle you.
i miss the way you used to look at me like i held the world in my hands, like i was the world.

where's my boy gone? i know he's still there, but i'm finding it hard to find him again.

come back please.