sometimes

i wish that i was in a book or a tv programme or a movie
something that wasn't real
and its not cause i'm unhappy, because i'm not.
well not entirely.
there are things i would change if i could
like, having to leave everyone up north, i'd bring them down here with me because i love it here too, and there's certainly one person rooting me to this place, and others too but not in the same way.
i'd also have other people closer, like a, ah, z and mk. because those girls are amazing.

but sometimes, no matter how happy i am
i want nothing more than to be part of an always exciting world
one that doesn't seem to have average patches.

like for example, svm.
i'd probably kill to be part of that world.


vampires, werewolves, fairies, shifters and telepaths. my perfect cup of coffee, (i hate tea).