magnetic electric,

H; My baby,

doesn't what's going on or who's around us

all I see is you.

 

you have made me believe,

hold me in your arms

'cause i'm falling.

 

I know the fear in me will pass.

 

No matter how I try to hide

you see straight through my disguise,

you know how to fix me.

 

I knew all along, I knew, I knew.

I knew that this was destined.

That we had to happen,

We had to be something.

We simply had to.

I don't care what people say,

I don't care what they think,

I just know that I'm happy with you.

Always.

 

Whenever I leave your side, the smell of your skin lingers on me

And it's irresistible

But makes me miss you more

It's almost like torture being away from you.

I love you, more than most things in this world.

 

 

N; what is it about you? why do you still cross my mind every now and again?

I feel nothing for you, nothing.

You're merely an ex, an awkward sort of best friend.

Awkward only because we were once in love

and we can still remember

those unforgettable rushes of beautiful moments

the laughs

the fights that always ended and do still end the same.

I cry, you punch the wall.

 

We don't seem to change, why?

You fascinate me

Why?

Because I knew the part of you that you daren't show to most

You may not have realised

But you let me into your world.

I saw the reasons behind the way you are

I saw the reasons that I loved you

I saw the reason that I had to leave.

 

You were destined to break me and you did, but I'm strong.

I got back up within days and I showed you that I didn't need you no matter how much you secretly tried to get me back,

No matter how much you needed me. Because I know you did, and still do.

That's why I still stand by you even though it hurts

It hurts to know that we lost what could've been so perfect.

Something that was beyond beautiful.

 

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine. Have you heard there's this thing that heals and it's called time? Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place, I know, my heart will break and a new me will fill this space. Deep down, I'm calling time on you.

 

We were kisses in the middle of crowds of people, we were childish jokes and endless laughter, we were large phone bills to our parents. I was the secret tears at night, you were the boy filled with regret. I was the one who realised. I was the one who couldn't bring myself to leave straight away. I was naive. Even though it was me you protected, I knew that I protected you too, you needed me too and I think deep down, you still do. So I'll stick by you, even though it means I won't have the chance to recover fully, even though I doubt I ever will. I'll always love you, even if it is in a different way to the way it used to be.